So lately I’ve been reconsidering staying on Weight Watchers. For the past I don’t even know how many months, I’ve been paying the $20 a month and not even remotely using the website or app. If I’m going to be really honest and “be real” with you, I really haven’t even been eating healthy. I’m at a point now where I don’t know what to do. I don’t want to continue to waste money, but I would love to find something out there that resembles the ease of WW Online without having to pay so much. I looked into Lose It! (per Katrina) and it looks like it would be easy enough to use, I would just have to switch to actually counting calories rather than “points”, so that’s always something to further look into. I know there’s also My Fitness App out there, but I tried that once and got so dang confused. Maybe I just didn’t give it a good enough try.
I’ve also been looking into purchasing the Jawbone Up2 that recently came out. It’s MUCH cheaper than the Fitbit HR I was wanting before, (you can read about that fiasco here in case you missed that post…) and it looks like it has pretty much the same specs as the Fitbit, minus the heart rate function. Its come to the point where I need something along the lines of a health tracker. I was trying to use apps on my phone, but I always set my phone down, and forget to pick it up, and end up walking somewhere and it doesn’t get tracked, or my phone completely dies and I’m SOL in that case as well. So, does anyone here use Jawbone products? Do you happen to have the Jawbone Up2 already and could give me some reviews?
Is it possible to stress that I’m stressing out? Does that makes any sense?! I’m mad at myself for not working better at losing weight. I’m mad that I make excuses all the time. I’m frustrated that I am still the size I am, and that it’s getting warm out and I don’t want to wear anything but sweatshirts because when I wear sweatshirts I can hide behind my clothes. I’m pissed at myself because I think about when I started this journey and how I could actually look right now if I wouldn’t have stopped and made excuses, I wouldn’t look or feel like this. Ugh. Being fat sucks. Being lazy sucks.
Alright, my openly rant and whine session is done now (hopefully). Needed to get some stuff off my chest. Thanks for listening!